For the longest time since childhood, I have been a people pleaser thinking that was the way to earn love. Being a people pleaser, I did what others expected me to do in order to get their approval and to be accepted.
But it came to a point where I got tired and I started to give up on myself as I did not see my ‘sacrifices and actions’ being appreciated nor did I feel the love that I yearned for. I started hurting myself again and the thought of suicide came to me (I attempted suicide when I was 17 and throughout my early adulthood I used to hurt myself)
The energetic cage that I had mainly consisted of feeling of being worthless, not being able to be myself and seeing my full potential.
I noticed after removing the energetic cage I am no longer afraid to speak my mind, I no longer worry about what the other party thinks or feel the need to butter my words. I am able to speak my mind and articulate whatever that is on my mind. I didn’t want to be the victim anymore and I didn’t want to tolerate being taken advantage of or being stepped on anymore. I had enough and it felt good standing up for myself.
I am so thankful that I am given a second chance in life. When I was spiraling so deep down and couldn’t see anymore light, Dhennver & Hui Ling rescued me.